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" For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future". Jeremiah 29:11
Cattel 16 Factor Test Results
01.27.06 (7:34 pm)   [edit]
Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellect |||||||||||| 34%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||| 50%
Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||||||| ||| 90%
Social Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||| 50%
Abstractness ||||||||||||||||||||||||| ||| 82%
Introversion |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||| 42%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Independence ||||||||||||||||||||||||| ||| 86%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 42%
Tension ||||||||| 26%
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01.27.06 (6:53 pm)   [edit]
Ang daming plan sa heart ko ngayon. At alam naman ni God na para sa kanya ang mga iyon. Una, I have a heart for short term missions and I am passionate to go to China. Im praying kay God na kung will niya, makasali ako sa outreach mission sa sem break next year. Pero if it is not his will, hindi talaga. Kailangan ko siya tanungin kung kailan ba ang right time. At dahil malapit nga ang loob ko sa mga Chinese, Im planning na lumipat sa Victory binondo. Marami narin kasi akong churchmates na nagbabalak tumulong sa pag start ng church. Pero depende parin iyon sa mga circumstances na ibibigay sakin ni God. Pero alam ko hindi pa ngayon ang right time para gawin ko yon. Maybe after ko na lang mag graduate.
 
Uncertain but exciting
01.24.06 (12:07 am)   [edit]
hay.. here I am.. Not knowing what the future will bring... What will happen tomorrow is uncertain... But it brings excitement to my inner most being.. Whether I fail or succeed.. One thing is certain.. God has already plan My future career My place of work People that i will encounter... My future husband.. Country where I will disciple people... I wanna thank God For He designed our future to be exciting.. This is possible if have faith... And entrust to Him our destiny... Let Him control your life And He will bring you.. to the most exciting places.. colorful experiences.. and most especially.. His presence..
 
Importance of praying
01.22.06 (12:23 am)   [edit]
Ngayon ko napatunayan kung gaano kahalaga ang intercession especially when we are discipling people. Grabe lang... Im praying kasi for people na makilala nila si Christ and immediate ang result. A dormate of mine na bago ko ring kilala and weeks ko nang pinagdararasal and now we are having our one2one at umaatend na rin siya ng church. Ganun din yung isa pa niyang friend. Marami pa akong pinagdarasal including my friends and family.
 
Ok lang to..
01.13.06 (6:51 pm)   [edit]

For the next two weeks ko mararanasan ang pinaka toxic na experience ko sa college. First time kasing sasabay ang Youth on Fire week sa mga exams, paper and report. I admit, matagal ko nang gustong mangyari to. Gusto ko ma feel that I am responsible enough to manage my time and handle responsibilities. Pinaubaya ko na lahat kay God. Im sure naman na will niya na mag excell ako sa mga exams and paper kaya never naman niya akong pababayaan. Right now, I feel that I am more mature than last sem. After prayer and fasting, madami kasing nireveal si God and isa na dun ang pagiging first priority siya kahit busy ang sked ko. I still need to spend time with Him kahit super dami ng nakatambak na gawain. Ang galing nga kasi mas marami akong time for praying and reflection kaysa dati kahit na ito ang pinakatoxic na sem for me.. Last night nga, naisip ko, bahala na si God for my acads, ang mahalaga sinusunod ko siya. Pero never ko parin ipagpapalit si God sa grades.

 
God is jealous
01.12.06 (4:54 am)   [edit]

Nagseselos rin pala si God....


Bakit ba siya nagseselos? Insecure ba siya?


Never naman naging insecure si God...


May karapatan ba siyang magselos?


OO, because had chosen us to be saved by His grace...


Pag-aari na tayo ni God and no hobbies, ideology, or a person can replace Him..


Hindi naman insecure si God, kawalan din natin kung ipagpapalit natin siya...
 
resistance to change
01.12.06 (4:41 am)   [edit]

Bakit ba tayo resistant sa change or afraid to step to the next level especially when it comes to our  faith? Because we are so comfortable of who we are or what we have. The reason why we are not open to His voice is because we want a God that we can control. But God is our Lord and not our servant. We are the one who supposed to be controlled by Him. God already knows what we want and the reason for praying is to hear His voice saying  that He has His own way..God is not a statue or a miniature image that we can carry in our pocket. He is a living God and we should worship Him in spirit and truth.
 
Prayer and Fasting
01.10.06 (10:42 pm)   [edit]
This week, our church, victory christian fellowship, is having our annual prayer and fasting week. You know, grabe lang talaga ang revelation ni God sa akin through our devotionals and quite time. Kinumpara kasi ni God ang fasting sa relationship ng bride and groom. Ayon sa mga na engage na, nakakaexcite pag natagpuan mo na ang lalaki o babae para sa iyo. Sa sobrang excitement, hindi na sila makakain, tinatawagan nila lahat ng friends and relatives to share the good news, and napaka passionate talaga nila. Pero diba after nilang ikasal, year after year, parang unti-unting nawawala ang passion ng mag-asawa sa isat-isa. Para din ganun ang relationship natin kay God. Naalala ko pa nga, I was so passionate about Christ na lagi ko siyang kinukwento sa mga friends ko kahit sometimes I get persecuted. Pero ngayon, unti-unting nawawala ang passion ko kay God kaya malaking tulong talaga ang fasting sa spiritual life ko. I fast not to manipulate God to answer mga prayer but for me to hear his voice and follow His will.
 
My Lord my Lord
01.10.06 (10:41 pm)   [edit]
Hear my prayers my Lord...

Let your quenching love brings ecstasy to my weary soul

Let your grace replace the deadly shadow of my past

Let your blood heal the wounds of my broken heart

Let your power renew my strenght to face this fight
 
A man
01.10.06 (10:35 pm)   [edit]
every night I am dreaming of a prince...

A man as strong as Hercules,

a lad with pure and passionate heart...

could he be Harry or William?

But I never thought that my prince is a better one

By His power he has won a great battle

By His love.. he saved my from a terrible darkness

By his strenght I was able to conquer the world

My prince is my Light and Salvation

My prince is both a man and a God
 
I'm Vanny, a 3rd year BA Social Science student of University of the Philippines Manila. I love asian culture and arts but my first love, and my first priority is Christ. Most of my post are spiritual but there are also entertaining topics like my favorite books and t.v programs.